LIFE IS SAD
life is sad yes i know
but i didnt actually know
not until the frightful night
now it is a fateful sight
when they took the one so dear to me
now its time for me to bleed
not knowing what to do
since she went missing too.
what was said
cannot be read
no more saying good bies
now there is no cries
blood sheds on the floor
my life is about to soar
my eyes filling with blood
as though it is a big flood
the rope around my neck
people wandering what the hek
blood dripping from my wrist
my hands still clenched in a fist
you were sad
but thats to bad
when i took that rope and knife
and took my own life.
i
i dont know why but somehow
people want to know why things happen
i dont know wat to tell them
there all wanting to know
could this be the day when all hopes...
end in a tragic but sudden moment?
how could any want to know why they just cant,
they just cant see wat is in front of them untill its over.
hearts bleeding, families torn apart
noone knowing wanting to know but somehow
they are all wanting to know
why my heart is aching;
well its aching because of u,
u always said that freinds dont give up on freinds
but i try to act like i care, but its making me even worse in the head
why couldnt u just ask why u are wanting to kno
Cradling you,
Limp in my arms,
Bones, and yellow skin,
Poking in to me,
I beg of you,
Eat.
The sight of food,
You vomit up blood,
All over me.
I do not care,
I will not leave.
Your hairs falling out,
Stringy and weak,
I hold it in my fingers,
Shaking,
Crying with you.
I wont let you die,
You can do this no more,
I look in those eyes,
So gray, loss of life,
You bruise so easily,
As i carry you to bathe,
Its like carrying a dead baby,
And laying it in its grave,
But you are not yet dead,
Food you shall eat,
Once so beautiful,
Weight will not be your defeat.
Anorexia may own you,
Your mind your heart your soul,
But
Current Residence: youngest of 7 and alone in my head somewhere rocking back and forth in the fetal position Favourite genre of music: hard metal, rock actually anything u can blow ur eardrums apart with Favourite photographer: me and my freinds Favourite style of art: anything mostly anime and death Operating System: ............ MP3 player of choice: ............ Shell of choice: ................. Wallpaper of choice: death and black with skulls Skin of choice: ............ Favourite cartoon character: .......... Personal Quote: shut up and leave me alone!
Favourite Visual Artist
anyone
Favourite Movies
the craft
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
evanescence, fallout boy, and system of a down, linkin park
hey i kno i havent been online in like a long time but im back and i got the cd creeds greatest hits and found this song like i like on it so i hope u guys like it to:
:rose::WEATHERED::rose:
I lie awake on a long,dark night
I cant seem to tame my mind
Slings and arrows are killing me inside
Maybe I cant accept the life thats mine
No I cant accept the life thats mine
Simple living is my desperate cry
Been trading love with indifference
Yeah it suits me just fine
I try to hold on but Im calloused to the bone
Maybe thats why I feel alone
Maybe thats ehy I feel so alone
Me... Im rusted and weathered
Barely holding togethe
Arrggg I got tagged dammit Curse you raven... heehee j/k I didn't even know about this but oh well i give up i didnt kno i got tagged. :confused: Here my six things
:rose:
I. i love to watch anime
II. i love to draw gothic people
III. im in a coven with my sis raven!RavensRevenge666 (https://www.deviantart.com/ravensrevenge666)
IV. im the youngest out of seven children
V. i have 10 cats including two kittens that kira just had yay:D, one dog and a rabbit.
VI. i love performing witchcraft and i am a witch:giggle:
OK now I tag
:iconrockmuhworld08: Kenzi my sis
:iconluvisbloodntears: brenda my sis` freind whos my freind
:iconSuicideAngel7: a deviant who i love her artwo
we all kno the words good job, well done, i like it, i love it, u r the best and so on. They r mostly spoken by ur parents or loved ones r even ur closest freinds.
but have ever been told ur stupid, ur a dumbass, u S.O.B., y the hell did i have such a stupid child.
These quots r from people like me and others likes my freinds and such.
well i kno how it feels feel free tonote me if u want to talk if u have ever been beaten, picked on, a plate smashed over ur head when u were really small then by other things that were sharp then to find out it was ur own mother/or father who did all the nasty hateful things to u in ur life just dont forget