hey i kno i havent been online in like a long time but im back and i got the cd creeds greatest hits and found this song like i like on it so i hope u guys like it to:

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I lie awake on a long,dark night
I cant seem to tame my mind
Slings and arrows are killing me inside
Maybe I cant accept the life thats mine
No I cant accept the life thats mine

Simple living is my desperate cry
Been trading love with indifference
Yeah it suits me just fine
I try to hold on but Im calloused to the bone
Maybe thats why I feel alone
Maybe thats ehy I feel so alone

Me... Im rusted and weathered
Barely holding together
Im covered with skin that peels
And it just wont heal

The sun shines and I cant avoid the light
I thi Im holding on to life too tight
Ashes to ashes and dust to dust
Sometimes I feel like giving up
Sometimes I feel like giving up

Me... Im rusted and weathered
Barely holding together
Im covered with skin that peels
And it just wont heal

The day reminds me of you
The night hides your truth
The earth is a voice
Speaking to you
Take all this pride
And leave it behind
Because one day it ends
One day we die
Believe what you will
That is your right
But i choose to win
So I choose to fight
To fight

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*my freinds*

rae (sis)
kenzi (sis)
genie
star
ayeasha
devon (sis)
kayla
brenda
lin~z
*the groups im in*


ill have more so dont worry if i forgot any one cause i always forget

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People who r watching me or r my freinds





and also i would like to thank everyone who cared so much as to add some of my pieces to there favs thanks u~~~~

Arrggg I got tagged dammit Curse you raven... heehee j/k I didn't even know about this but oh well i give up i didnt kno i got tagged. Here my six things


I. i love to watch anime
II. i love to draw gothic people
III. im in a coven with my sis raven
IV. im the youngest out of seven children
V. i have 10 cats including two kittens that kira just had yay, one dog and a rabbit.
VI. i love performing witchcraft and i am a witch

OK now I tag
Kenzi my sis
brenda my sis` freind whos my freind
a deviant who i love her artwork and poems

Now you three have to say six things about your self and tag three other ppl heehee have fun


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*my freinds*

rae (sis)
icera (best freind)
genie (best freind)
star (best freind)
steffie (aka master)
devon (sis)
kenzi (sis)
brenda (sis` freind)

*the groups im in*


ill have more so dont worry if i forgot any one cause i always forget

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People who r watching me or r my freinds





and also i would like to thank everyone who cared so much as to add some of my pieces to there favs thanks u~~~~

we all kno the words good job, well done, i like it, i love it, u r the best and so on. They r mostly spoken by ur parents or loved ones r even ur closest freinds.

but have ever been told ur stupid, ur a dumbass, u S.O.B., y the hell did i have such a stupid child.

These quots r from people like me and others likes my freinds and such.

well i kno how it feels feel free tonote me if u want to talk if u have ever been beaten, picked on, a plate smashed over ur head when u were really small then by other things that were sharp then to find out it was ur own mother/or father who did all the nasty hateful things to u in ur life just dont forget there are others who care about u so dont give up hope and just keep going on.

Unfurtunatly i am already dead inside so im sry but plez dont try to end up like me i will i hope will get better but i kno that i wont.
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so here is a song that my sis rae sent me and i luv it it describes me so here it is.

I just don’t care anymore
I’ve reached the end of the road
I just don’t care anymore
Won’t cry these tears anymore

Can’t find it in the bible
Can’t find it on tv
Can’t find it in diamonds
There’s something inside me that just won’t allow me to
Find it in music
Can’t find it in my soul
Can’t find it in chocolate
Oh babe I can’t hide it
I can’t even find it in you

There’s no way she can kiss you
The way that I do
I heard that you miss me
Oh you should be careful of who you keep talking to
Long nights without you have taught me to be strong
I’ve cut all my losses
Think no more about it cause I couldn’t find it in you

There was a time I thought I’d die
If you should ever leave me high and dry
Now you don’t want me any more
It’s time to settle the score

I just don’t care anymore
I’ve reached the end of my tether
I’ve torn all your letters up
I just don’t care anymore
Won’t cry these tears anymore
I just don’t care anymore
I’ve reached the end of my rope
And it’s time that I told you so
I just don’t care anymore
Won’t cry these tears anymore

ok here your song [link] here song that goes with everyone in some way

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*my freinds*

rae (sis)
icera (best freind)
genie (best freind)
star (best freind)
steffie (aka master)
devon (sis)
kenzi (sis)
brenda (sis` freind)

*the groups im in*


ill have more so dont worry if i forgot any one cause i always forget

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People who r watching me or r my freinds





and also i would like to thank everyone who cared so much as to add some of my pieces to there favs thanks u~~~~

if i said to cry,
would u cry?

if i said to lose urself,
would u lose urself?

if i said to be beautiful,
would u be beautiful?

if i said to be ugly,
would u be ugly?

if i said to kill me,
would u kill me?

if i said to die inside,
would u die inside?

if we both loved at once,
would we love evr again?

the things that i say would u do them, then again if u told me to do something, would i do it?

the things people say r they just words or do they really mean something?

when people say they r goning to die will u believe them? Or will they just say it, then do it and u dont give a care?

there is just one more question:

if i said to kill urself,
would u go and actually kill urself just because i said it?
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*my freinds*

rae (sis)
icera (best freind)
genie (best freind)
star (best freind)
steffie (aka master)
devon (sis)
kenzi (sis)

*the groups im in*


ill have more so dont worry if i forgot any one cause i always forget



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People who r watching me or r my freinds

hello? i kno that there is peeps out there who r probably looking at this. But nobody is listening, i mean hello im a lonely person who needs someone to talk to.my whole life noone was listening and noone is still listening. please! someone help me get out of this nut shell that my whole family has gone through. And talk to me i need to kno that i am still here and that someone actually cares if i do sumting stupid or not, k.
sincerely,
dawn


P.S. if yall wondering y i said dawn instead of my full name chelsey, its because it is my middle name and i like to be called that instead of chelsey k. BIES every soul that is reading this stupid letter thingy that i just wrote. Luv yaz.